I’m okay now

I want to join my brother

I wish i had someone else i could trust and talk to…you have a few people and i only have two. But one i dont see much

(Source: synodik)

But not just for a few days…for a whille…want to get us far away as i can

I want to run away

My collar bones dont stick out as much

I cant lose you. You cant leave me i fucking need you so so much.

skinnyminibaby:

Wish I could do that… But I’m too fat.

If you ever told yourself that you’d lose weight by a certain time, and didn’t. If that pair of too small for you jeans are still collecting dust in your closet. If every now and again you cave in and eat that slice of chocolate cake, or box of ice cream. If you see a skinny girl and always think, damn I wish I could be her, or fuck I hate myself. I’m such a lard. If you ever look at your reflection in disappointment, or at the numbers on the scale with sadness, or at your skinny friends with jealousy. You aren’t alone. You can do this. We can do this. We can prove to the world that we did it. We can prove all those non believers wrong. But most importantly we can look in the mirror, and reluctantly admit, yeah I’m beautiful for the first time in a long while.

(Source: 105lbsjourney)